Crusius posted a manifesto to an internet message board shortly before entering Wallmart. In the document he rationalizes his mass murder as a fight to "reclaim my country from destruction". Crusius indicates he supports the "Christchurch" shooter, and writes at length on "Hispanic Invasion", "Ethnic replacement", and themes that are common within Ethnic Nationalism forums and groups.
Tragically - Crusius writes in the Manifesto "My motives for this
attack are not at all personal."
The consequences of Crusius's actions, the price born are intensely personal to the slain and wounded and their families, to our Country - set on edge once again by violence, by the ensuing arguments, and as we become more wary and fearful of the people we share America with.
A former classmate described Crusius as a loner, awkward, and isolated:
"Wilson, who is now 20 and works in his family’s scrap metal recycling business, said he was in English class with Crusius during their senior year, and the taunts from other kids during class seemed relentless. “Every time I looked up in class,” Wilson said, “it was someone new speaking negatively to the kid, ‘Patrick that is dumb, stupid.’” - Los Angeles Times by ADAM ELMAHREK, MELISSA ETEHAD, MATTHEW ORMSETH AUG. 3, 2019
Awkwardness is frequently socially punished by taunts, bullying, and social exclusion. In isolation without an outlet - people often try to find meaning and explanation for the brokenness of society. Without healthy interaction - the isolated too frequently become radicalized, and then lash out with anger, and at the extremes engage in horrible violence.
From my involvement in comic book, video game, and tabletop gaming fandoms I have heard hundreds of stories - of how a novel, game, or comic book provided refuge, solace, and comfort - from a too frequently cruel, demanding or unkind world.
Today with tragedy and sorrow fresh in our minds, I would like take a moment and ask you to be brave and embrace kindness, share something you love with friends, take the time to be patient with someone who may feel isolated. As you interact with the world, with coworkers, family, in your given fandoms and hobbies - you may encounter anger, hostility, and unkindness. In as much as you are able don't return anger with anger. Comfort your friends, and be gentle with the award - "a kind word turns away wrath".
Imagining each of our lives as scales - hurts and kindnesses are added to us and added to those we share this journey with. Resolve yourself to not tipping the balance to hurt, in your own life and others. The good things we love can be shared, multiplying our own joy and those with which we share it.
Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see. - Mark Twain
God Bless you all in the good things you do!
Edwin
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